Saturday, April 10, 2004
Goonies never say die
I have realized that I have distanced myself from God. That I felt that I made a big mistake with thinking that Mike was the one. I thought that God said that he was the one. Then Mike gets a new girlfriend and tells me that I am not the one afterall. He said that he thought I was the one, that God said I was the one.
SO what... Was God wrong? Did He make a mistake? Or was it us who made a mistake? Did we not hear from God? Did we just make it all up in our minds and God had nothing to do with it? So now I think that I have doubted my ability to hear from God. I think that I have been doubting so much that I have placed a wall between me and God.
I don't want this wall anymore. I don't want to be separated from God anymore. I want to hear His voice. I want to know that I can hear from God and it is not just me making it up. That is what I want. I want to be close to God.
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SO what... Was God wrong? Did He make a mistake? Or was it us who made a mistake? Did we not hear from God? Did we just make it all up in our minds and God had nothing to do with it? So now I think that I have doubted my ability to hear from God. I think that I have been doubting so much that I have placed a wall between me and God.
I don't want this wall anymore. I don't want to be separated from God anymore. I want to hear His voice. I want to know that I can hear from God and it is not just me making it up. That is what I want. I want to be close to God.
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