Sunday, April 04, 2004
Weird dream...again
I woke up this morning after haveing another dream about Mike. I only remember the dreams about Mike, it's weird. The dream took place in a computer lab. I was at one computer and he was at the one next to me. We were talking and he told me that Katy was pregnant. I asked him if it was his baby and he said no. I asked if he was sure and he said that he was because they never had sex. I asked how far along she was and he said two months. I asked him what he was going to do and he said that he was going to marry her. I asked him why because it is odvious that she cheated on him. Then I woke up. What a great way to start off my day. This is the second dream that I have had where she is pregnant.
Then I went to church and saw everybody and they were all excited to see me as I was to see them. After church a bunch of us went to Lucky Dragon and ate. I hadn't been there in over eight months. After Lucky Dragon, Sarah and I went to Mike's house to see his brother and mother. While we were there Mike showed up. He seemed very surprised to see me. Then he sat in the living room with us the whole time. Which I thought was weird. I did a really good job and continued to be myself and didn't care what he thought of me. It felt very strange because there was tension between us and I felt like it wasn't supposed to be like that. He was suposed to be sitting next to me holding my hand being so excited that I was there. But it wasn't like that. When we left he was talking to Katy on the phone. I just hope that he is happy.
When I got home I called Jessi and invited her to come over for dinner. Sarah and I went over to pick her up and it was really good to see her. I always hope that I give her hope, but I don't know. She always stirs my heart...my sister, my friend. I love that girl. I don't know how to help her. I don't know. All I can do is pray for her.
At dinner tonight dad yelled at me. I hate it when he does that to me. It is always over something stupid too.
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Then I went to church and saw everybody and they were all excited to see me as I was to see them. After church a bunch of us went to Lucky Dragon and ate. I hadn't been there in over eight months. After Lucky Dragon, Sarah and I went to Mike's house to see his brother and mother. While we were there Mike showed up. He seemed very surprised to see me. Then he sat in the living room with us the whole time. Which I thought was weird. I did a really good job and continued to be myself and didn't care what he thought of me. It felt very strange because there was tension between us and I felt like it wasn't supposed to be like that. He was suposed to be sitting next to me holding my hand being so excited that I was there. But it wasn't like that. When we left he was talking to Katy on the phone. I just hope that he is happy.
When I got home I called Jessi and invited her to come over for dinner. Sarah and I went over to pick her up and it was really good to see her. I always hope that I give her hope, but I don't know. She always stirs my heart...my sister, my friend. I love that girl. I don't know how to help her. I don't know. All I can do is pray for her.
At dinner tonight dad yelled at me. I hate it when he does that to me. It is always over something stupid too.
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